module

Finally finished my algebra take home and turned it in this morning just 5 minutes before the deadline. the problems are not easy and they probably took me about 17 hours since i need to constantly refer to the textbook and going back and forth. I didn't sleep at all last night and I just found out today at the problem review session of math 113, another TA, who is undergraduate, alex, didn't sleep last night either. he just had a test this morning, and after the review session, he went back to the main library to go on studying for the ODE test tomorrow. I am very impressed by how hard american undergraduates worked. I bought a coke and chatted with jun and ding in the math dept and went back home and turned on my computer and listened to BR klassik while I lied on bed and sleep. after i woke up it's 8:30 in the night and the music changed from German Requiem by Brahms to another beautiful chorus that i never heard before. it's so relaxing and beautiful that i don't want to get up. however i was very hungry and i cooked noodles while talking to juan on my laptop. after it was ready, i just had little before i felt full. probably because of the lack of sleep that robbed my appetite. anyway it's 12:30 now have a good night. 

xcar

loafed online for the whole day, browsing xcar bbs of sichuan and felt very lonely as the sun goes down and thinking of the coming due take home tomorrow. i missed the food and people.

two tests

Today I had two tests in a row, i did both of them badly. i felt so bad. i had a bad time talking to pj last night and we almost broke up unhappily. then i tried to concentrate on my book when it was already midnight. then i fell asleep without taking off my clothes. then i had the tests today, only got 15 minutes break between two tests and no time for lunch. i missed almost half of the problems. it's awful.

finals week

Going for the finals, 3 tests 1 take-home in one week. and i am still wandering online aimlessly. i am fed up with myself. i am conscious. i am unconscious. i haven't been sleeping in about 48 hours and i am not sleepy. i will do my physics homework now and i will play Tchaikovsky's Serenade while I am doing my homework.